Saturday, March 6, 2010

Deserve a good guy

I deserve a guy who is the whole package and I am willing to wait years for him.
But in the meantime I'll enjoy flirting until that right guy comes along. I don't want to settle.

The reason I say this is because I had been talking to a guy who seemed really sweet and who I enjoyed talking to but recently I can tell he is not putting in any effort. Right now he is in Colorado so we have been talking through text and on the phone, but the last couple days it seems like all his texts have been very short and I felt like I was the only one carrying any conversation, so yesterday I just decided not to text him back and he didn't text me back until this morning. He sent a sweet good morning text so I thought today would be different but it was the same thing so I didn't text him after a little while and haven't talked to him all day. I haven't really thought about it and even had a great conversation this afternoon with a guy I work with who I have always thought was great. I just don't want to put effort into anything if the guy isn't willing to put forth an effort also, and no matter how cool I think this guy is, I don't want to be foolish and I deserve someone who is excited to talk to me. Maybe there is a misunderstanding or he has been busy, I am not going to write him off completly just yet, but I am not going to be waiting on any texts from him either.

Weird thing is the last few days I have been feeling incredibly sexy. Reason that is weird is because I am 39 weeks pregnant. But I am going to go see a movie tomorrow with a friend and I am going to wear this dress that looks great on me (even pregnant!) and have a great time out. I'm on bedrest but it is not strict, I am just supposed to be sitting with my feet up most of the time so going to the movies will be fine.
I don't know what is causing this feeling but I am enjoying feeling flirty and sexy and hope that this feeling sticks around.

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